  I have been getting up around 5 am lately which is ok but I have been going to bed at 3am. So I stay up a couple of hours, get some reading done, then sleep til 2pm. Well I woke up today to dad being home and saying we are going to the animal shelter. If you don't know we lost our chocolate lab, Dixie, and our 21 year old cat, Susie, all in one week last month so it has been up to my crazy ass cat for entertainment.
Well dad had a yellow lab picked out so we brought her mom. Sweetest dog in the world. I am very excited cause I get to sit at home with her all weekend since I have to house sit while parents are in Midland. Our neighbor down the street has some work for me to do that brings in $15 an hour and he has a friend that is wanting to talk to me about working for him. Things picking up a little bit. Still wish I could talk to Sarah. It's&nbsp; the weirdest thing in the world to not at least hear her voice every now and then. Guess I was fooled into thinking I was in a great relationship and loved each other when it was all just a game and a way for her to get over her divorce.
I am very bitter about this situation. Can't let it go without closure. But that is one thing she is denying me. Thanks to her bitch fucking friends..they know who they are. Anyways, school is going good. These classes only take 5 weeks at a time so really no excuse to fall behind. Want to get a couple of A's to get my GPA then get in to Texas State. Even thought about dorming for a semester since I have never really had the true college experience.
Good way to meet people too. Everyone around me, including those younger than me are graduating making me realize the mistakes I have made. Shouldve never left Corpus. Id be done with school by now. Would have eliminated a great deal of heart and headaches as well. Oh well...time to look ahead. "The accelerator is the one on the left...now step on it Gage. " -anonymous....;-) &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; BLUE OCTOBER IN 7 DAYS!!!! ! 
