  i know wat she is thinking.  i die d la.  i shoulnt have so this stupid thing.  i shouldnt simply meet ppl.  i don mean to hurt. really.
 cos i blive if one has hury other. he or she will has the same consequence tht the ppl being hurt is facing.  i really afraid of bao ying.  i really don mean tohurt.  trust me.  anyone.
 pls.  help me.  she is just so weak.  she ask me whther i am pure les.  i said not really.  i said my ex was a butch.
 she asked whther i like only butch.  i say dunno.  she call me to try n c la.  whether which type i like.  then i say i already promise my ex.  i said i would only start a new relationship if my ex has found a new wan.
 she is like. huh?  y promise this?  then i say nvm la. she say i stupid.  i say it's ok for me.
 she say then if got other gal like u ma very kesian lo.  i say nvm lo. wat to do. she ask if someone likes me.  then wat would i do.  make her wait?
 i say i din think of it yet.  i sayc how la.  i oso dunno.  then she like very sad n say she wanna change topic.  she say i cant give her the answer.  then she say she sick.
 i asked y not c doc.  she then say nonit la.  nobody cares for her.  i ask her y say so.  she say she cant be with the ppl she love.  my god.
 wat am i to say?  i just pretend like nth happen lo.  act like iam innnocent.  act like iam stupid.  wat can i do.  i very scared le.
 i don mean to hurt.  i really don mean to hurt.
