  Last sunday. i was suppose to go watch fireworks wif him. but in the end i told him dat i did not wan to go. so i called his house but he was not at home. later he called n said " orh u cannot go arz.
ok bye" haiz. its obvious dat he dun realy care abt whether i go. aft dat. i realy regretted alot not going. coz i noe i hav alot of tinks to tel him n let him noe.
haiz. but i canot possibly turn back the tym ryte.  Aft dat i c him in sch n its lyk. he did smiled at me but i sorta ignored. haiz. its lyk now.
watever i do it wil juz link to him. n i will tot of alot of tinks. but i noe i hav to noe dat he alrady hav gf le. i canot keep. haiz. but he told me alot of tinks even if he is wif the ger.
i duno wat he's tinking.  This sunday. there's another show of fireworks. i wanna ask him go. so i sms jik n ask him to ask him to cal me when he free. he told jik dat he ll cal ard 6 if not means he cant.
 He din called me. i waited for his call but he did not. b4 dat i told myself. if he never calls,  i mite not wana call him again. i mean mayb i shld nvr cal him anymore.
i realy duno.  Y din i go watch wif him? tinks mite not. haiz. i realy realy regretted. but wat else can i do now?
juz hope dat tmr he can call me. Haiz.
