  I tink i'm not very well these days... Juz came back frm au few days ago, down with a bad flu, work dread & a heart break. Dunno how to discribe my feelings but i hav tis feel for someone. I din dare to say for fear i'll lose the frenship. wat am i to say tat i love him? i'm juz a nobody... i want him to be happy, he's perfect to me, so he deserve to be with someone better, much much better. kinna hav a small misunderstanding recently, feel so bad tat i've made him upset. but he seems to forget abt tat matter. well, as i've said, i'm nothing to him... juz a fren... i hate myself, hate myself for not saying out.
does he knows? only he himself knows... i din dare and i'm afraid. wat a coward... i wish the best for him, pls let him hav the best things in life and everlasting happiness. pains my heart to see him upset. i tink he's happy, at least till he's back... he will be happy.... Wondering how are you now If i know things gonna turn out this way I wouldn't have made you mine I wanan have you as a friend A friend forever, Now, you drifted far..
So far away.. I couldn't see, i couldn't feel Never had i told you 'I Love You' Cause i always thought you knew And though you're with someone new There's something i need to say to you I really love you... He wrote tis in his blog, but i feel its more suitable for me.... who is he feeling it for? how lucky is tat someone... 
