  my last day of work today... spent my entire workday crying and shitting (that's right! ), because i was too sad and neurotic, my stomach was fucking up on me. i have been crying like a bitch as soon as i walked into the company, and i would start crying over something utterly utterly stupid, for instance, today i brought sugar to the company for coffee, and this guy made a comment about me being so nice for buying sugar for everyone, just like that, i started crying hysterically! so u know how much i must've cried today! i really hate crying, it makes my big nose seem even bigger (and red, too!!!
), but i just can't help it, my tears are always easily triggered. as i was walking out, larry shouted from far behind: "stop crying! "...i just wish i could. got to spend my entire week off remastering microsoft excel, i hate that shit, i hate anything that has to do with calculations and formulas. anywayz, if u need to hang out this week, do call me!! i need to shop for business outfits, too. ready for a new life? 
