  Why can't we all close our eyes and go back into yesterday..."The way things were"? When there was more happiness with new friendships, new careers, new classes, new assingment, when it was just all new.&nbsp; Why does time wither at our heart and souls? &nbsp; I've come to realize that what may come our way&nbsp;that God will intervene when we become&nbsp;stretched&nbsp; in our emotions.
God won't give you what you can't handle. You may feel pushed to the ground and you may have been swallowed up by a hole but you will come up clawing your way out reaching for the light. That light maybe an angel, it maybe your enemy in black thoughts, and your best friend in white light. &nbsp; We all have our angel's to cheer us on and to pick us up. They are there to fall back upon and to collapse into utterly deep exhaustion.
They are sent from God to help us. They come in so many forms. Your partner, cat, dog, brother sister, mother, father, grandparents. It's what brings you comfort and peacefulness. &nbsp; So why can't things be the way they were?&nbsp; I believe it's because angels need us to grow and to learn from the darkness.
They need us like the way we need them. &nbsp; As I awoke to another day, I felt lost. I sat down at my computer and my best friend came on with some wonderful news. My friend opened the door for me. I was filled with utter joy, another avenue for me to journey down to. &nbsp; If things were the way they were then new opportunities and new excitement would not be upon me, or any one else &nbsp; So in close as I&nbsp;can only&nbsp;dream about the way things were, I'll find peace and happiness in my new friends.
For when I awake they will be my oldest best friends. &nbsp; ~Sweet Dreams......... 
