  Ok, so I guess I'll start by introducing myslef..I'm Stephanie. I have my own little world some times, but maybe you guys out there reading would like to see what my head is like!
lol. I have some very good friends I'd like to mention, b\c they know how I am, and how weird my world is at times, theres Spencer, my very best friend, lately my 2 other best friends have just been completely ignoring me, but I cannot forget my girl Natalie, even though I havn't known her forever, she's a great friend! (hey hun! ) there is that guy just as close to me as possible, daniel, I can tell anything too.From work, the people that see me and know my personality the most,Sadie,Ebony,and Tobias. I can trust them with anything as well. So now that I've intorduced the main Characters in my lil world...I'll get started... &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Today....hmm....I shocker....I had a great weekend, I'll give myself that, ha. I liked guy for awhile, since the day I met him actually. I met him at my job.Everyone else knew as well. I thought we were all pretty close at work and wouldn't hurt eachother.I guess we could call eachother&nbsp;a click!&nbsp;or is it clique? hmm... anyway&nbsp;an aquantince of mine sort of took this great guy with a personality away from me, knowing good and well my feelings of him.
I'm not going to be upset about it b\c he's not the only one that I have problems with. My last boyfriend. 3 words....So-much-fun. I had great times with this guy. I mean I remember everything that we did since the day we met, we had a great couple weeks there on and off. I started to fall for this great guy, which of course made me worry, b\c no guy is ever perfect. People tried warning me of his flaws, but I thought maybe I can change it, maybe he'll like me and it will all be fine.
liek the song says...."somethings gotta go wrong b\c im feelin way too damn good, n Its like evry time I turn around I fall in love with my heart faced down, and where it ends, is where it should..." I guess... I really didn't want that ever to end, though lately I've been fine, and I've been gettin over it ok, but every once in awhile I'll see something that'll remind me of him. My friends help me get through all those tough times, even though this shouldn't have been one considering he obviously didn't care, and it was only a little bit of time. Im very greatful for the people that are in my life. So now that My ex and I are over, I guess I have to start thinkin about other things.I went shopping.
I love shopping. Its like Cher in Clueless.." I needed to find sanctuary in place where I could gather my thoughts and regain my strength...the mall...." haha maybe I'm not a shop-a-holic... On Friday night I went downtown with 2 of my "close friends" yeah...uh huh... it was fun, I saw Tobias, and Garett. I think you spell it like that... It was fun, some lady was handing out baggies of condomns to everyone, and hitting on Tobias. ha ha. That was prety much the highlight of my night. I felt bad b\c earlier that day a guy form my drivers ed class asked me to go to tha movies, I said I would, but I totally blew him off, I never do that. Thats not right, so people, take note....*dont blow people off* So I have to remeber to apologize.
I can't get over the fact that a lot of shit keeps comin my way for no reason. I need to be happy again. I have to not give a shit about the stupid people that try to bring me down, and put my stress up! yeah, thats my plan. Today I went to Splash Country, and I saw one of my very few enemys, and she's a lifegaurd, and I was with my mom so not much I could do, so whatever, I guess I can say I went to the waterpark, and got some sun!
lol that's always fun. My summer's been great. I've been having a blast. I've met some great new people, Im ready for my girl to get back from canada so I can have something to do! hahaha, well I'm going for now, this is alot of writing! byee 
