  its been quite a while since i've been in this place.  things have been kinda hectic and tragic and pathetic these past few days. maraming nanyare.  at least.  i was proved right of something that i have been so. resistant of lately.
 kaps was right about him.  but i wanted so bad to see that certain spark of 'good' that i felt that he had.  kaso.  tao lang e.  lalake pa.  kahit ano sabihin nyo.
 parepreho talaga kayo.  he did hurt me though.  konte.  kaso ganon tlaga e.  im tired of playing.  sick of being "
bittertears"  basta.  malapit na ko quit.  he did dissapoint me.  BIGTIME.  i guess the only thing that was nice about him was his voice.
 fone voice.  hahaha. e un lang nman talaga e.  i couldnt even possibly imagine myself spending the rest of my life with him.  he's so.  RAGNAROK.
 panay RO.  as in kung addik ako.  sha.  ibang klase.  he lives for the game.  ok i admit.
 i do that sometimes.  pero ibang klase sha.  GRABE.  un lang.  saka lagi sha pa boost sakin tapos amp.  ni a ni o na TY wala.
 galit pa pag na ded.  tingnan mo nga naman ugali.  kaka badtrip. eniwei.  not my loss.  never mine.
 balik soundtrip and vcd mode hahaha.  la na ka phone pal e.  ahihih.  eniweis.  sabi nga.  "
IM BETTER OF ALONE ANYWAY.  im in like with this song:  WORLD SO COLD When passion's lost and all the trust is gone Way too far,  for way too long Children crying,  cast out and neglected Only in a World so cold,  only in a World this cold Hold the hand of your best friend Look into their eyes Then watch them drift away Some might say,
 we've done the wrong things For way too long,  for way to long Fever inside the storm So I'm turning away Away from the name ( Calling your names)  Away from the stones ( Throw sticks and stones)  'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us Keep your thorns 'Cause I'm running away Away from the games (
Fucking head games)  Away from the space ( Hate this head space)  The circumstances of a World so cold Burning whispers,  remind me of the days I was left alone,  in a World this cold Guilty of the same things,
 provoked by the cause I've left alone,  in a World so cold Fever inside the storm So I'm turning away Away from the name ( Calling your names)  Away from the stones ( Throw sticks and stones)  'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us Keep your thorns 'Cause I'm running away Away from the games (
Fucking head games)  Away from the space ( Hate this head space)  The circumstances of a World so cold I'm flying,  I'm flying away Away from the names ( Calling your names)
 Away from the games ( Fucking head games)  The circumstances of a World so cold Why does everyone feel like my enemy?  Don't want any part of depression or darkness I've had enough Sick and tired Bring the sun Or I'm gone,  or I'm gone I'm backing out,  I'm no pawn No mother fucking slave to this Never lied Never left Never lived Never loved Never lost Never hurt Never worry about being me,
 or anyone else Not a care,  no concern,  don't give a shit about anything Backing out,  giving up No mother fucking slave to this Never lied Never left Never lived Never loved Never lost Never hurt Never worry about being me,  or anyone else Not a care,  no concern,
 don't give a shit about anything I need to find a darkened corner A lightless corner Where it's safer and calmer I'm turning away Away from the name ( Calling your names)  Away from the stones ( Throw sticks and stones)  'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us I'm running away Away from the games ( Fucking head games)
 Away from the space ( Hate this head space)  The circumstances of a World so cold I'm flying,  I'm flying away Away from the names ( Calling your names)  Away from the games (
Fucking head games)  The circumstances of a World so cold 
