  Weight: 290 Food: 2 cans of Cheez Balls 1 20 oz Diet Mountain Dew Bowl of grapes Foot long Subway sandwich 32 oz. pink lemonade Cookie 2 Fat free Italian Ice snacks Maybe I'll end this week with a 2 lb. weight loss. Maybe not. Either way, I'm very glad that I finally put it out in the open (at least to myself, since I think I'm the only one reading this blog), and I can see with my own eyes that I must make a lot of changes if I'm going to lose a ton of weight in the next 5 months. Tomorrow is the start of a new month. Don't you just love fresh beginnings? I think God gave us new beginnings for a reason. New minutes start every 60 seconds, new hours every 60 minutes, new days every 24 hours, new weeks every 7 days, new months every 30 days or so, and a new year every 12 months. That was no mistake. Every day is a day to to start over. Tomorrow is August 1. I'm so glad I started this little journey of mine exactly 7 days ago.
I got to see a week of how I am when I call myself trying, when in reality I'm barely making the effort. That changes now. I finally made it to the grocery store. Wow! Who knew it would actually happen? Now I have healthy food to eat and a determination to do it. Tonight I'm going to pray for help and follow a more calculated type of plan. My teeth hurt. I need to go to the dentist desperately (like for the past 6 months), but I can't afford it. Bleh. 
