  So today I prolly had one of the worst days I have ever had. First I had a talk with Zack that didnt go so well. but then later that night he actually gave me some advice that would hopefully work to help me through this.  Later that night tho the shit hit the fan. I was tired but I wanted to have fun and hang out with people.
 When I saw that one of my friends was down. I didnt try to help I just left because I knew that I wasnt going to have fun being around that friend.  So I left and took Tim to his car so that he could go home.  Then I went to his house.  Tony called me and asked me what I was doing and I said nothing. I didnt tell him that I was over at Tims. I prolly should have.  Then Tony Matt Chris and Kat went out to eat and someone started talking crap about me. Then I called Tony to see if he wanted to come over to Tims and watch a movie with us. bad move I guess cause he bitched me out. So they kept talking shit about me then. Some things came out that I never wanted Tony to know.
but someone didnt tell him the whole story. which sucked cause then I had to tell him.  I felt really bad for lying to him about not being at Tims. but now I dont know if I really have as great of a friend as I thought I had. The thing is I would NEVER EVER say anything like that to other people about her. NEVER. that is just plain mean and I know it. I just wish that she would realize that I wouldnt do that to her. She isnt the friend I thought she was. she is now treating me like she treated Michelle. and I dont know how to fix it.
I dont think I have ever cried that much on the phone with Tony last night. We talked for prolly 4 and a half hours and got everything worked out between the two of us. but now I have to fix things with me and Kat. but how?  If anyone has any advice on how to fix this please please please comment on this page I need some help. Thanks Guys!  * MUAH*
