  I got my license finally! God, it felt so good receiving it finally. I like driving a lot...Alyson swears I'm going to get tired of it, but I think it's relaxing. Now, I just have to learn how to drive the Saturn, and then it shall be mine. Having my license marks (at least for me) that I have freedom and can start to do things on my own. Once I have the car in my possession, I'm going to get a job and make money, as well as start going places, regardless of what my parents say. I'm tired of being caged, tired of being treated like the parent instead of the kid. I want to be reckless, irresponsible, and not give a fuck for once. I want to lean over and kiss Alyson in front of them, then walk out and say, "There you go" but that is going a bit far lol. I don't know...I'm just so tired of having no freedom whatsoever. Or the money to do anything. Thanks to my father, I can't get new school clothes like I had hoped this weekend because he doesn't want to get off his lazy ass and get a job.
Now, my mom has more to worry about and he just bitches and complains that there is no money or anything. I would help out if I could, but I have to sit at home. Hopefully, I'll be able to get that job at Vianne's and I'll be able to have some money. *sighs* Who knows? ~"I've been to hell, young man...you've only read about it" -Geoffery Rush as Marquee de Sade in "Quills" 
