  i always think that i had forgotten you and i'm ready to get into a new relationship but i was wrong.  you were not by my side no more which make me feel i had forgotten you but when i saw you with her,  i'm force to face the fact that i had not forgotten you and you had gone far far far away.  i can see you and her together very happy.
 i' happy for you two too.  but dunno why i just feel she is toying with ur feeling and i hate her.  maybe it was because i didnt treasure you in the past and now i had become so protective to you.  haiz. really in a total lost.  nothing seem to light up in my life.  everything is black and white.  onli left with one support hu i can support.  but the one and only support doesnt seem stable to me.
 i had already fall all the way dowm with no one else with me.  all i can do is to miss you and dream of you.  i really hope i can force myself to get into another relationship and forget you.  but is it fair to them?  no.  i cant be so selfish.  plus i believe i can no longer find someone as ungerstanding as you and as caring as you and also someone who once love and treasure me so much.  i really miss you and really regret.  but still hope she can bring you happiness joy and the love once i fail to give you wholeheartedly.
