  &nbsp; I am feeling betrayed, cheated and ..... I dont know why its hard to stop feeling the pain of rejection...why do people ever fall in love? &nbsp;This just sucks...i was just not made for all this..I think its crap and u know what i am not going to cry over it! Its just a waste of my life and time to think over someone who happens to be a total "jerk" (dont know really that is the right word,but works for now).&nbsp; What do u do when someone doesnt feel the same about u? I thought it was a two way thing....&nbsp; I know I think too hard, and this just drives me nuts....commitment is something I will never be able to do....esp to someone!!
!&nbsp; Although as much as i love my independence I hate this lonely, emptiness feeling inside me...does this happen to you ever?&nbsp; or am I just thinking too much?&nbsp; I know this just doenst make sense at all....but right now my head is just not in the right place...i think i need to call it quits! arrggghhhhh..... 
