  Interesting show today... why do people have to pick on people that are happy.... all these women that are going after the younger man....hmmm.. Hey, the best thing about being 40 is that at forty, I can take a man twenty years younger! So, OK, he was 5 months shy of being and 18 and he was her student... I can see the student thing.... there does have to be that sacred trust.. but she lost her career, but now a baby and a cuuute young man.. He'll be horny for years to come... hehe. Hello! Good day. When the koan "what is the sound of one hand clapping" first came out, didn't they know how to make noise with just one hand? Didn't they watch Simpsons?? It's amazing to watch both my daughter and husband going through their own growth process.. they are both angry at everything and mostly me.. which has been a challenge because I can't *stand* it when people are mad at me!
I used to be the HUGEST people pleaser... now people can serve themselves if they are going to be mean! But truthfully, I *love* to serve and if Tonya and Jon would figure that out and treat me like the queen that I am, I'd be much nicer to them.. does that make as little sense to you as it does to me?
Seriously, though she is my biggest challenge, my funniest puzzle and my greatest love... And he is, too.. .although I have no idea where we are going, but I thought as long as I am here, I might as well be the best I can be. So... check in with yourself...breath, relax, throw your shoulders back, smile a good smile.. Do you know that it's difficult to think of negative, worrisome things when you are smiling really big and cheesy??? Try it.. paste your biggest, brightest smile on your face, take some deep breaths, hold them, smile for the count of 10, but try to think of something 'negative' in your life... hard to do.. So, think of having an abundance of what you want! Smile, breath, smile, breath.... just don't chew bubble gum! waiting for autumn.. Mitzi 
