  Yes, it's been confirmed, I worry way too much. So, I went to Stef and Juan's trailer last night after work. I was originally planning on going home, but Stef wanted me to stay the night. I knew if I stayed the night lastnight I definitely wouldn't be allowed tonight, but he still wanted me to stay. But when I called the bitch she wouldn't let me: "he's 21, we haven't met him and you're going to sleep with him! " Yeah, so what if that's all true. We started off by finishing a movie with Juan & Ali (some girl Juan is crazy about apparently, however Stef hates her).
And soon enough I ended up laying on top of him underneath a sleeping bag. It was so nice. It felt so nice to cuddle with someone and give them sassy kisses and nibbles while staring into their eyes. I guess I believe that he likes me now. :D He's so cute, he loves my "angry" face, which is really just me scrunching up my nose and burrowing my eyebrows. But I love how he loves it. He makes me feel special and beautiful, he's not a testosterone driven macho man, he talks with a cute little baby voice to me sometimes and is constantly playfully teasing me. I love it! I love every second of attention he gives me. So we cuddled like that for a while, teasing and playing and biting! But it got to be too much, we were both getting much too horny and couldn't do anything about it.
I just wanted to rip all his clothes off and go wild, but Juan and co were just above us on the bed. So Stef came up with the idea of going for a "walk"...He's so bad. He took me up to this weird little tepee and we got in on ;). haha it was awkward and wet yet still fun. However we couldn't really have sex properly because it was hurting him, he has a really sensitive penis, it's kind of weird. So it kinda hurts him to have sex with me, which makes me kinda self-conscious, cause I'm still afraid maybe I'm doing something wrong. But he's basically convinced me it's not my fault at all. So I gave him head and let him cum in my mouth and I swallowed it for him. I don't mind doing it, I've only done it for a certain few people. He said I was the first person who has swallowed for him. I'm a little shy about my body infront of him, cause I don't like my body and he's had a lot of girlfriends and he's probably use to girls with nice little bodies. I'm taller then him and bigger boned, so I feel a little weird, but I'm soooo attracted to him. He wants me to stay the night tonight, so I'm gonna have to go work on the parents.
I figure I'll be able to do it...I might have to get Juan to pretend to be his dad or something embarrassing like that. I mean embarrassing for me, they're not use to having to deal with parents so much and I hate dealing with parents then having to get people involved.
He has to work at four and I work at five, so this kinda works out good. I just wanna go to his trailer and wait around for him and sleep with him all night...it'd be so nice. Very enjoyable... I'll write again. By the way, I found out the correct spelling of his name: Stephane so short for should be Steph, that's what I'll use form now on... 
