  had this rather long ccs meeting this afternoon and it ended at round 6:10pm. just kind of pissed. first of all i dun see a need in the so called gathering. i think they shld organise a gathering when they have the second intake and not now. pple are busy preparing for tests n exams,promos. do u think anyone will be in the mood for partys n gatherings?
worst of all, it took them such a long time to arrive at a conclusion. the conclusion makes me even more pissed!going to marina bay for seafood thingy? hai~ why they can't simplify things like go out on a cca day for lunch together at junction 8 or wad? even having pizzas and kfc in sch is okie too. ever since i stepped into jc, i realise that i've not been doing anything but PAY PAY and just PAY. i wun mind if it is for necessities like acadamic stuff but worst of all i'm always paying for stuff that doesn't concerns me. hey, we're talking abt money k. and who in this world dun love money? when u spend money it has to be money well spent! this month UNnecessities: 1. "shithole"performance>>$12 2. LEP farewell for year 2>>$6 3.CCS farewell for year 2>>$2 4.CCS gathering at marina bay>>$12 Total>>$32 the reason why pple go in cliques is bcos they feel comfortable with those pple they hang out with.
and if pple are not interested in joining others, no matter wad others do, pple wun change. pple are who they are and when u're friends with them, u learn to accept them for who they are and not change them. if changes are required that it shows tt the person is not suitable to be wif u. it is v simple. i'll give a analogy>>>if a guy likes a girl and he expects her to change this n that for him then he's actually loving another person of tt character. in that case u might as well look for someone with the character traits he desire. no point trying or forcing someone to change becos of u. and a person in the correct state of mind will not do that.
i'm getting of damn bloody freaking sick of CCS. it is totally different from wad i expected it to be. a BIG disappointment!and pple in there esp teachers are v difficuilt to get along with. it's just the practical world. one word to describe my feelings now>> SICK ! went to hand in the house com thingy today, hope i can get in then i'll leave CCS for good.
pls pray for me n wish me luck cos i need them badly. i miss the times i talk n complain to loi,pam n lynette over the phone. cos i'm just too busy for the phone nowadays. and besides them i dun think anyone else understand how i am feeling right now. i am in the state of going berserk! can't think of anything tt can help me relieve stress except venting out my frustrations on this keyborad...tt's why i am typing so roughly!!
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