  So I got a callback for an interview at this bed &  bath type store I gave my resume to yesterday. nbsp;  The interview is tomorrow morning. nbsp;  I'm sort of nervous that&
nbsp; I might get the job. nbsp;  Does that sound stupid? nbsp;  Well the thing is that I don't know if I want to work there or not.
nbsp;  It's more retail. nbsp;  It looks like I'll have to dress up. nbsp;  It might be one of those commission&
nbsp; places where they expect employees to be pushy and& nbsp; follow customers around like a bad fart. nbsp;  In fact,
 it probably is. nbsp;  I dunno. nbsp;  Well,  I guess I can ask questions.
nbsp;  I mean,  of course I can. nbsp;  And I'll tell them I don't do the aggressive selling type stuff. nbsp;
 If they wanted me to& nbsp; do merchandising or cash or stock& nbsp; and the pay is alright then that'd be OK. nbsp;
 But also,  I'm just worried I'll take the job and then a place that seems better will call back. nbsp;  ARGH. nbsp;  I wish there was more deciding time.
nbsp;  I mean,  I suppose I can be a flake and take the job and then just fuck off and go to the better one if they call,  but it seems morally wrong .  and well,  mostly I just don't know how to go about saying "
so yeah I thought I wanted to work here,  but then this other place called that I like better so yeah,  um,  bye" nbsp;  Oh well.
 I'm also taking my G1 test tomorrow. nbsp;  I've never taken it before. nbsp;  I'm nervous. nbsp;
 I hope I'll be ready for it. nbsp;  I'm gonna feel like a knob if I fail it. nbsp;  Everyone keeps going on& nbsp;
about how easy it is,  but I know a significant number of people who've failed it the first time. nbsp;  All I need to do is pass and then I get to finally get behind the wheel and see what it's like. nbsp;  I've never driven before.
nbsp;  Not even an inch. nbsp;  I want to get my licence so that I'll be able to drive by next summer. nbsp;  I felt so helpless in B.
C.  without a car. nbsp;  I wonder if I'll be a good driver. nbsp;  I'm paranoid and overcautious,
 so probably. nbsp;  But who knows?  I'm going to study some more.
