  Well to be truthfull it was the morning, I fell asleep at about two. With out anything to captivate my attention, I was left think of her, Cassie. God I miss you...I swear I could feel her flesh touch mine. I can still smell her. Maybe I'm just going crazy. I've been hugged once in the past couple of weeks, by Eli. Not even my own mother. I...I...I don't know. God help me, just make it fucking stop, please. 
