  Eyes sore from too much Visine and wind from the night window fan.&nbsp; Wishing it was Saturday so I could have the luxury of not working and staying in bed or not. Trying to figure out why children do what they do.&nbsp; Afterall I was one. I was a somewhat on the edge type who tried things early. So now the universal pay back of my own doing the same.&nbsp; hmmm therapy, regulations, bungie cords, locks, military school , Alanon, AAA&nbsp;?&nbsp; Have you seen the movie "Thirteen" or "Virgin Suicides"? Feeling a quandary of guilt and trying to keep myself from letting it merge with my sense of responsibility and reason. The conversation with her early is not communication in any real sense of parenting. Horoscope tells me to fasten my seat belt. I have. &nbsp; 
