  I swear fighting never seems to stop, its like in love w/ me and my friends, *shrug* Well, which problem saw we look at first, hummm, how about me and Tara. So, we know she hates me, since the moment she laid eyes on me, *shrug* Well, it finally exploxed. Kait, I feel horrible, she has to go through so much pain. I mean I'm finally understand what she goes through but I dont know how she puts up w/ it and then doesnt say anything about. Finally she let it out, something I believe she should have done a long time, she doesnt deserve to hold it all in. She spoke her peace, I was thankful that she did, she need to, she told the truth, yes I admit, it kinda hurt, but its nuttin that would upset me. It open my eyes to what I need to try and do, what I need to fix. It helped me to realize I havent been that grand of a friend, I swear I'll make up, I'll do w/e I can. I promise, I'll try and talk to Tara but she has blocked so I dont know how. To Tara, I know you read this, I know someone close to you had something to do w/ comment, to be honest I dont care that they left one, if it was trying to upset me or anything it didnt work, I busted out laughin.
Ross also said that you have an aunt who's name starts w/ an L, so maybe there could be a connection. I dont know, but if you had something to do w/ it, just admit, and talk to me, I wont yell. Yes I have done a lot of things that have been very childish and stupid, but I know and I do apologize, I just wish you could grow up and apologize to me f/ how you have treated me.
I dont ask for a friendship, all I ask for is truce, that we stop this, its killing Kait, I hate to see her like this. If you can let go of w/e it is that you hold against me that you have held against me since Synod, then I promise that I'll grow up too. We just need to stop, its stupid, all it does is cause pain to people we love, if we end it now the better.
We dont have to be all lovie dovie friends or w/e, but at least then everyone can be at peace. So do we have a deal? On to other news, Ross and Arik. Okay, I'm not taken sides, I shouldnt even be caught in this but I'm. Its probably my choose. I think in time all wounds will be healed. Maybe not till 20 years down the road but I believe it will. I mean if me and Arik can heal our friendship then you two can. I have faith in it. If not, I'll force you to sit and smell my feet, lol. No seriously, I think space is good, very good. Take that break off, and one day when you both are willing you can sit down and have a real heart to heart cuz I believe that all takes is a simple conversation.
Just tell each other how you feel and see what happens, sometimes you would surpised at what happens. But remember, you two may dislike each other but I still love both of you, so deal w/ it, and you both will alwayz be in my life, sorry its true. You will have to put up w/ my craziness till my dieing breath, so just remember that, cuz if you forget then I'll just have to remind you, lol. So w/ all that said, I feel better, so I'm off to enjoy this peace and quiet of having the house to myself! 
