  Well its 7 something on Sunday night and I seem to mysteriously have Emmerdale on in the background which is a bit unfortunate as its a load of shite. It REALLY hot and humid outside and I dread going to bed as I am going to be tossing and turning all night trying to get comfy in the heat.
The new douvet my mummy brought me is absolutely gorgeous its so soft and moulds itself round your body in only the way that feathery things do! It has been a strange kind of weekend starting on friday night. I was really knackered and hadnt slept properly in ages, kinda feel I still havent. I waited at Damon's for about 2 hours for a cab whilst my parents were sat in a hot car outside my flat at about 1am. They wernt too stressed which I thought they would be and were ok when I drew up in the cab....was all a bit bizarre.
Yesterday was nice actually I love seeing my parents when they arent stressy and when they leave I feel really sad, I dont know why I guess it because I love them very much and sometimes feel a bit lonely and lost. God its soooo hot I think there is going to be a huge thunder storm tonight. Did my application for web job and may do the other one tomorrow. I am not dreading going to work tomorrow either which makes a change. God I really hope something turns up and that I can get another job before the end of my contract.
I am really quite scared and keep putting it to the back of my mind.....God what am I going to do? Not a lot on TV tonight guess will just laze around in the heat, I wish my house was bigger and I had space and didnt feel crushed in to a shoe box. Think of all the Africans!!!!
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