  it's me. nbsp;  i am at work,  bored. nbsp;  rather be bored than be too busy here.
nbsp;  too busy means too stressful. nbsp;  & nbsp;  started atkins on monday.
nbsp;  was doing good until last night,  had pancakes. oops. nbsp;  starting over today.
 & nbsp;  i haven't been to church in what seems like forever. nbsp;  i feel bad about it. nbsp;
 i can tell when i haven't gone or read my bible in a while,  my attitude reflects it. nbsp;  i need to go this sunday. nbsp;  i have been working sunday mornings (
did i mention i work in airline operations -  24/ 7 operation)  so i get lazy when i get home and don't go on sunday nights. nbsp;  i am excited though cuz my church is starting a new service on saturday nights.
nbsp;  it's suppose to be " cooler"  more geared towards the younger crowd.  funny cuz my church is pretty edgy anyway,  so getting edgier will be intrigueing.
 & nbsp;  ok,  so why do people just naturally feel that they are superior to others. nbsp;  ESPECIALLY when they are clearly not.
nbsp;  i work with this guy who just talks down to everyone around him,  especially women. nbsp;  seriously i think he thinks we are all trailor trash with an i. q .
 of 10. nbsp;  we are all management level here so with a few exceptions ( and funny. those exceptions are boys)  we are all pretty intelligent and most of us have college degrees.
i have to work with him all week. nbsp;  so get to put up with his superiority complex. nbsp; maybe he is trying to compensate for another area of his life that he is lacking in. just sayin.
wow! nbsp;  i just heard him talk down to his boss. now he's really daring.  & nbsp;
 so,  going to eat my protein breakfast. nbsp;  I want to lose 29 pounds before 10/ 26. nbsp;
 reason is a secret. will reveal that later.  & nbsp;  oh,  this democratic convention itself is not getting on my nerves.
 as a matter of fact it's helping in my decision making for this upcoming election. nbsp;  i'm registerd democrat but have been pretty much independant for that last decade or so. nbsp; nbsp;  &
nbsp;  I am a confused girl in search ( again)  for what I really believe in. nbsp;  I know I believe in absolute morals,
 I believe in feeding the hungry,  protecting children,  in education. But I don't believe in making the rich richer,  feeding the homeless' drug habits. so,
 where is that middle line? nbsp;  I used to be so sure of what I believed in. nbsp;  Was a member of several organizations,  an active member.
But now I question those things. I am older,  I am a parent. nbsp;  things change and so do my thoughts.
