  A stupid mistake done years ago, and its haunting me, i felt helpless, i can't be a good friend then, i don't understand life, who does? trying to change, but its soooo difficult. i felt something is wrong in me, but i can't express it, even i do, no one understand me... yet. what shall i do that is correct? what shall i not do if its wrong. whatever shit happens life still goes on... Life does not sux, it juz ain't EZ/fair... 
