  well well well.  for the first time i made my own blog,  weird,  i never thought i would but here i am!  well right now its 130 am and i can say that there is something on my mind.  what is it?
 here.  i was never good in math or anything involving numbers (  maybe my paychecks but thats it)  but i think i have found an equation for my situation right now or for the past few days.  hurt =  love or (
 loving someone +  that person loving someone else)  =  sleepless nights o yeah,  just remembered 2 songs that really hit the spot for me now are 1) maybe-
 king and 2) falling by keahiwai no matter how much pain,  i would bare with a smile as long as she's happy and with someone she loves.  thats more than enough for me.  hehehe. well thats it for tonight.
 yes i am no longer a blog virgin 
