  my thoughts are your thoughts... i think of you and my see myself reflected on the brown depths of yours the love and care shines through the thin film beneath your eyes love that vowed to be with me wherever i will be.
love that promised never to let go amidst the darkness that engulfs me. love willingly shared his soul and opened his heart to a whole new world of emotions unlocking feelings buried deep inside me that had never been unleashed. for who shall give me this love but only that of which who is willing to share not only his heart, body and soul but also his mind and spirit.
yet after everything that was said and done there is still room for doubt... slowly sinking itself in the warm depths of those very brown eyes that held the love for me. and though love dominated those clear ebony diamonds doubt gnawed itself through... unseen and undetected... until it reached the love in your eyes. and in one sudden moment, everything has changed. no longer do i see love in your clear, brown eyes now in place of it was anger and contempt.
the eys that had once held the promise of forever had stared me down into what seemed like a puddle of whirling emotions. just as soon as it started, it began to end. and now as i sat in darkness, no light shall dawn upon me carrying the torch of your love. my thoughts are your thoughts... and i wish that sometimes it isn't so. 
