  Wowser has it been a while since i have written.... i have had a lot on my mind though and just not always up to writing about it where it is public access, but you know.... i just dont care anymore... you want it... you got it... i worked almost all weekend as usual. i guess i do it to keep my mind off things but here lately, it hasnt exactly been my escape. Russell quit hardee's so i dont have to face him as often with all the "rumors?
" that are going around... hmm for all i know it could be the truth... and Chris had me in tears yet again the other night.... why is it all so damn unfair??? school is already a PITA and yeah... i just want to be done with it all.... i have had to fix like 4 people and hell, i cant even fix myself.... go figure.... and i have been dead tired.thought... sorry..... hence the random thoughts and dots.... 
