  7am,  grunt and roll out of bed 8am,  grunt and get in the shower 9am,  grunt and fight the crowds at Ikea,  buy some awesome dishes and get the heck outa dodge 10 am,  sit in a meeting with my insurance broker and pretend like i wouldnt rather be in bed 11am,
 sit and wait.  and wait.  and wait to sign a lease to my new apartment.  done.  okay.  i'm awake now.
 drive towards ikea again.  hmmm maybe not so awake.  turn around and drive towards work.  7 patients and one hairy back later.  my day is done.  somehow my car ends up in the HomeSense parkinglot.
 i dont put up a fuss,  i go in and start shopping.  20 minutes later,  and 2 bed side tables heavier,  off i go to the bank to fight with the ATM to deposit the paycheques.  2o minutes later and 4 ATM receipts too many i eat dinner.
 at 1030 pm.  off to bed i go with my new favorite gift;  The mathmos bubble ;  urlLink http: www. gnr8.
biz/ bubble. html Its SO cool,  I've felt a little out of control these days.  must get back on a regular schedule.  I'm considering asking a good friend of mine to mentor me again.
 to get me back into the right headspace,  so that i can feel " right"  in my skin.  Not having a consistant D/ s element in my life is wearing on me a little.
 that element just allows me to handle my every day so much better.  its such a beautiful thing.  i'll discuss that beauty next time.  off i go to bed,  with a full belly.  bad dreams here i come 
