  Song Currently Playing:  Crutch ( Matchbox Twenty)  For those who didn't think it was possible for matchbox to play pissed off music,  listen to crutch. exactly my feelings at the moment!
 Song Currently Playing:  This Love ( Maroon 5)  GRRRRRRRR!  Ok,  I was gonna bitch about something else first,
 but this song has got me going Full throttle now.  SO,  how is that one day you are dating the hottest,  coolest girl in the existance of all girls,  and the next day she is living in england dating a fake ass abusive piece of shit?  And the only reason you know about the guy is because you are going to visit her and she tells you not to,
 and then proceeds to tell you why.  And why is it in the years that follow she goes on a fullfledged fucking european vacation with her family and my family,  including my brother but I am not invited?  And then,  in some fucked up twist of fate,  the best friend of my drummer ends up at her place for 2 weeks cause of some church reunion thing.
 How amazingly fucked up is all this?  I just want to see this girl again before I die.  Is that too much to ask?  Why is everyone else so privilged to see her?  Or maybe I should ask,  why am I being punished?
 Song Currently Playing:  Smile ( Flickerstick)  How was there life before Flickerstick?  I do not know. everytime I hear that voice backed by such a fucking powerhouse of texas rock I get chills.
long live the weirdness that is flickerstick.  ok. so back to the other thing I was gonna bitch about. if you break up with a girl after dating for 2 years of course it is gonna take time to heal,  but there is no need for the mother of the girl to go around talking shit about you and your entire family for months afterwords simply because she was banking on a normal fucking civilized family to take her daughter away from the shithole life that she tries ( and fails)
 to provide for her daughter.  Its over lady. get over it. if you are so bored that you have nothing better to do than talk shit about shit that is completely over and dead,  than pick up a hobby. like fucking exercising.
stupid ass fucking jerk.  Sorry for that kids. that lady has just got to learn when to fucking let shit alone. or I might be forced to show her myself.  Song currently Playing:  Mrs.
 Jackson ( Soapbox)  What a cool fucking band soapbox is. did anyone hear how much harder they rocked at spec over unbound?  Who plays 6 songs and then asks kids to buy a 12 disc cd?  If you can't pull a 3 hour set,
 hootie or soapbox style,  then dont try to step on our turf. nuff said.  Anyway,  on a very exciting note,  in 14 hours I will be pulling the suit out of the mothballs and trecking to downtown des moines to a job agency to see about getting myself back in the 9-
5 workforce.  I have officially decided to finish out the rest of my BA at night classes and I should still be done by august of next year,  if I go year round and start next week.  Very excited!  Now I just gotta pray about the drivers liscence situation. and ya'll can too.
 So to anyone that actually takes the time to read my daily tirades. I love all ya'll and would love to hear what is going on with you.  I will close this while listening to the genious that is yellowcard ( Cigarette) props for making the fiddle cool again boys!  OUT &
 ABOUT!
