  Wow I felt fat yesterday. Really fat. I wonder why I can't loose weight. This is completely ridiculous! All I ate was A bowl of cereal peaches a hamburger a baked potatoe Gesh. Maybe i ate more then i thought I had.
I need to cut down. I didn't run any yesterday and I only ran a mile so far today. I'm a complete failure! Last night i had sex with him. It lasted all of 30 seconds and I definatly laughed at him. I feel like we have this insane connection!!
I just would die if he would take it away. So far today I have ate Pancake w/ light syrup 5 lil smokies 1 scrambled egg That is kind of alot for just being awake 2 hours. But then again I did run a mile. Maybe that makes up for it? Maybe i'll go do another one just in case. I have to go! 
