  Today had too much drama. Or more than I’m used to, however you want to look at it. I was asleep when things started to happen, meaning the phone ringing didn’t wake me up. When I did wake up, Jamie was sitting on the foot of the bed, arguing with someone on the phone. She got off and man, did she look pissed, she was visibly shaking. Turns out that she kept some of Rob’s stuff, and he found out about it, and he wanted it back. She said she didn’t know if she had it, and that if she did, she’d mail it to him. Well, that wasn’t what he wanted to hear, he wanted her to give it to him personally. I, personally didn’t see any problem with that, and me not seeing anything wrong only made her more mad. Hey! I’m an innocent in this one. But, not really, not according to Jamie, because she thought I wanted her to come up as soon as possible and she’d packed in a hurry, and come up. And now she had to deal with Rob, again. I didn’t see how that was a big deal. I mean, we all run into Exes at one point or another, it’s just the way life works.
She started crying and claiming it was too soon to see him, and I didn’t understand because she really loved him, and she’d left him for me. And he’d said that, and she’d denied it to him. Well, why the hell was she telling me this? It got me mad. I don’t want to be the problem, I don’t want to be the blame. I’m nobody’s scapegoat. She kept crying and I told her to just see him, or to mail them to him and tell him after the package was already gone.
She said she couldn’t be that cold. Of course, this only made me more pissed. So, I rolled back over to go back to sleep, ‘cause it was like 11, and she said she was sorry, and she shouldn’t be blaming this on me. I didn’t know what she wanted me to say, but she curled up with me and kept crying. She wasn’t there when I woke up.
She was actually here, on my computer, looking up the news. Apparently she does that every day just to see if her brother’s been hurt or killed. He’s got email over there, and so they mail back and forth. She was more calm, but she still looked ready to cry. Turns out Rob’s coming up tonight. Talk about timing. It’s my day off, but I’m going to ‘work’ anyway. 
