  today me and sushan wanna go choir concert together but we quarrelled so we ended going in separate ways.  she was late [ i was not]  .  then i saw mr ng tian hui playing the paino.  wow!
 pro manx.  the music was nice.  not him .  = p .  lolxx.
 i sho bad.  then got damn lot of singing.  then i saw banana man[ zong xing]  hmpft.  then lynn nvr sit wif me!
 never mind.  the songs rox.  then alsho got the pasir ris pri sing ley.  so cute ley.  nice lor.  i wanna join choir!
 so damn tempted!  wahahas.  but i cnnt sing.  sho sad =  wow.  then randy sing solo!
 brave!  so cool!  wow.  then got other pple sing lor.  the song so touching lor.  but hear until dun want hear le lorx.
 hehez.  sad manx.  nice nice.  luckily i got go.  if nort miss out all e fun =  so happy seh.
 shiok shiok until i reach home.  mum and dad say they wanna confiscate my hp.  sho damn bad .  then i got kicked out from my room.  idiot!  fucker!
 fook larx!  they suck manx.  y i m sho ill- fated de?  no one cares 4 me in this world.  i might as well jump down from the building .
 death will solve everything.  i shall die of death.  die is the solution.  my life sux!  wanna let this from the last blog.  but i got no courage to jump!
 i haven done wad i wanted to do.  i wanted to say " sorry"  to amanda.  say " i love u"
 to *  say to sushan " u r my friend for life"  i want to say "  great thanks"  to zong xing lynn melissa sis jen juliana shirley huan qing amanda wee and all those hu cares 4 me.
 i dun want to live.  i rather die.  i want everyone to regret.  i want them to remember that they cause my death.  i want them to noe that they gave pressure to the pathetic gal that she died.  i want everyone to know that i died becos of them.
 i wanna go look 4 JESUS.  he will free me.  he will give me love.  he will not pressure me.  i shall live again under the hands of him.  he ish waiting for me in heaven.
i will go to him.  he will give me the life of no pressure and a life of happiness. tomorrow i shall not be seen.  =  i shall end this blog wif a smile.  =
