  Last night I had a girly night in, with Gill, Cat & Krish, 3 of my best friends in the world. General girly-chat commenced (talking about everything from fluffy bunny rabbits to vibrators! ) and various Chinese food was ordered! Yummm! We also discussed the fact that Mark (my new-b/f) still lives with his ex-g/f, which doesn't really bother me, I've got a lot of ex's who are still friends and if I'd bought a house with one of them then I couldn't imagine either of us being thrown out onto the streets just coz everyone else thinks it's a bit weird!
But - it's the fact that I know this though a mutual friend, not coz he's told me which my friends are worried about. I have just assumed that it's coz he assumes that I know, but I've also heard that they break their relationship on and off on a regular basis.
I don't want to be a stand in until he decides to get back with her (like my friends think might be a possibility), but I don't think that's what's happening. Then again, theoretically, if it is, I don't really care so much - I'm happy as it is (I've been a happy, bouncy, smiley kitty since last friday) and, short of a death of a loved one, I can't imagine anything bringing me down at the minute!
If he ever did want to get back with his ex, that's up to him, not me, I wouldn't be able to do anything about it, so I might as well just really enjoy the time I have with him now! Just like anything, there's an uncertainty, but without the risk of getting hurt, there's nothing worth having there! I went to bed quite early and texted Mark for a while, (his last reply "nitey nite and sweet dreams sexy.xxx") then went to sleep purry happy... ...To be worken up by Tree calling to ask if I've registered for Maelstrom yet!
Maelstrom is a Live Action Role Play event - see urlLink http://www.profounddecisions.co.uk/index.asp for more details. We've come up with a character concept for me, but I've not registered as I'd not thought of a name. Now I have a name, Pica Nuttallis, so today I have to see if I can have the days off. :) THEN I was woken at 3am by the loudest thunder storm I've heard in a long time. It lasted for about 2 hours, so I'm a bit tired today!
*yawn* *hugs* to Smartie &amp; Scruff who kept me company through the night. 
