  i wish i could turn back the time. stop time. i'll do just abt anything to go back to the past. the past is a shadow. a shadow that will follow you. where ever you go.
whatever you do. i really should learn to avoid doing things i'll regret. its totally taxing emotionally. i guess i'm guilty of not practicing what i preach. haha. but, its only human.
its only me. i want to go back. to go back to the times that were filled with joy and smiles. but, it wont happen. i know. i know.
everyone tells me the same thing. its too late. i took it for granted when i had it. now i cant turn back. i havent made you smile enough. i havent heard you laugh enough.
its just not enough. haiz.. time flies. too fast. too too fast. i'll miss you. we all will.
i hope i havent let you down. i'm sorry if i've every made you worry. i'm sorry if i ever hurt you. i dont know if i could ever pay you back for all that you've done for me. thanks. alot.
for everything. chel 
