  Sorry.. it's been a while since I've written- but you all will live. A lot has happened believe it or not.. remember "everything happens to Shana" Well the other nite Jamie, Amanda, Jolene and I went to the fair it was lots of fun but Eric was supposed to come and he stood me up.
Yeah well he told me that he was sick- I guess if that's the case then I'll 4give him. Luke was there- he didn't say more than two words to me.. so I know that we are defintely over. I guess it's a big loss for both of us.. I don't know- that's how I feel anyway. I don't know if it's worth it.
Amanda is trying to hook me and Matt up- well we both like eachother and he's totally perfect.. but I don't get it why all these guys want me? If that were the case you'd think that Luke would want to get me back a.s.a.p. but i don't think that's the case. I guess I have to move on becuz that's what he's telling me to do. Hopefully someday someone will pull me aside and be like "shana, this is why i like you" I wish....
I still Love Luke but I can't wait 4ever. I haven't talked to Ryan since I said last. It's been 8 yrs since my dad died now... i can't believe he's actually gone. OMG- Luke is talking to me online.. go figure.. I halfta go.. ttyl 
