  Everyone wanting the chances from me but i jus couldn't bare to give up on * ahem*  somehow,  some peeps wanna me to give up and let others have a chance.  i hate to hurt them.  i hate to give them ans they wouldn't want but i have gottac say sorry.
 its hard.  i made a promise.  i mus keep this promise.  i have alwae broken the promise i made to him but this time i promise i won't.  i hope we could be back to the past i would change anything JUS for him.  everyone understand my feeling towards him but its him that dun understand my feelings.  i alwaes wanted to tell him how much i love him but even i said it he would take me for singing.
 =  how sad.  anyway i kind of back ta my frens emily and maxine.  at times i tot they we bad but now i understand true fren will nva hurt u.  but i gottac say i haven treat janice tat bad too lols.  at least now i got more frens.  >
