  found out sth horrid today : leon smokes *gasspppss !!! so wasted. sigh. an i thought he was a good boy. calista went for mass today ((: ohh shes such fun ! al wriggly an bendable. an its so sweeeeet when she props my labtop on her lap jes sittin there. my only small girl cousin. iloveher *glances wistfully at maisy mouse. had class this morning.
at eleven. cabbed there cos mommy wasn at home. prolly gillianin ard. alright lemme be gay for a moment. before i left sarah said: come home early. its the first day of the 7th month today. that SWEEEET lamb. pass me the tissues pls. i wanna cry. im such a bugger full of fear. damn it :/ stop it now. 
