  I haven't set foot outside my house at almost 2 days...it's starting to get really boring. I've dont everything there is to do, even things that I don't WANT to do, like empty the dishwasher and junk like that. I feel sorry for the dog because she has to stay home with boring old me, and she hasn't been out to the bathroom in several hours.
I should be ashamed of myself for not taking care of her....she's a DOG, she can't take herself to the bathroom or feed herself, and all she's been doing is sleeping since about 2 this afternoon. I'l probably take her outside and play frisbee soon. So , I'm wondering if i have friends anymore lol. The only people outside my family that I've talked to in almost two days are Steph and casey. I was supoposed to go swimming with Casey today since the weather's nice, but she doesn't have a ride anymore. And she had a 4-h meeting tonight, so she can't go to a movie or anything. And Steph lives in Vegas so I obviously can't do anything with her. This sucks a fat monkey's balls. I wish i had other firends that are more outgoing than most of the ones I've got here.
Liz and her friends seem like people tht I could fit in really well with, but theres almost NO way that they'll all like me. That's another thing. Why can't people just accept you for who you are? Like, why do they have to be so judgemental and only like you if you are a certain way?.......And if you screw up with the first impression like I did, will they give you a second chance? Most likely not, because they assume your first impression is the real you. But what if you deserve one, because you weren't the one being mean in the first place?!?!
(*cough cough*) But for now I'll just have to make due with what I've got and hope for the best. So I'm ALL SMILES HERE!!! Love Always, Kristen 
