  hey you know what I've always been waiting for you for your attention for your coming back for your telling the truth but always miserably in vain and here we go again you write to me and I read over and over again but hesitating to reply cause I hate the feeling of such endless waiting then after months I accidentally reply your mail cause I simply miss you so much then you got so busy that you cannot (
or you don't want to?  spend itsy- bitsy five minutes to save me from the cursed pull- over god so sad I'm so sad before last summer vacation my life was a mess a dull mess and then you csme so gorgeous so gentle that I had a big big crush on you you came you went you left me in this tiny island so alone my infatuation for you still remained my life was still a mess but a more chaotic mess you came you went and you never came back you told me you would stop over during xmas holidays last year but such far-
fetching promise you simpy failed to kept so sad god I'm so sad and I miss you damn so much 
