  I just realized something. I'm all alone. I looked out my window tonight on the way home and saw a sorority house: "Technical Women Students. " Why don't I get that? Every minority gets their own group, their own club, somewhere to fit in. The only group for fat people and heavy drinkers end in "Anonymous," and the sole purpose is to STRIP YOU of those traits.
Society just wants me to be a normal, boring, young adult middle class white male with no known distinguishing characteristics. I'm not a frat boy. I'm not stupid and slutty or average looking enough. Plus, I hate beer, and I suck at frisbee. My parents aren't rich, and I don't like the concept of pledging. I don't embarass myself for acceptance.
I just sit on my ass and ask for it while doing nothing. I'm an English major. What do I do? I could be in an artsy book club, but I don't read. I'm not a pseudo-intellectual I'm an actual fucking intellectual. I'm smart but only as smart as I am.
I do not act any smarter. I do not use lots of big words and I don't quote people. I do not fit in with my own group. I have no group. As "up myself" as I am, I'm nowhere near where I should be and that is sad. I need some horn rimmed glasses and a black turtle neck and start writing poetry because this whole "being unique" bullshit is not all it's cracked up to be. 
