  A perky workout, good dinner, a crisp smoke - all climax into a pleasant night, if the weather chills your bones enough. Why do you ponder over your life then ? Well, actually its always when you have received a setback in your life that you begin to ponder over its various nuances. When the going is good, the worries are far more subtle. Like how chilled a beer is, or perhaps how potent the joint is, whatever, its those trivialities we mull over. So, I have received numerous setbacks, both on my personal and professional front. They have demeaned me like how we would kick a fucking leper without a bell, begging for alms or leftovers.
life always treats me such and most times maybe I have deserved it, but there are times I have not, and those times haven't been few. We all go through rough weather in different ways and they all tell me to pray to GOD. Isnt that like complete submission of your self, when you have to beg to someone to set everything in order. I can't think of anything more pathetic. If that is what GOD wants, how different is he from a raving fetish monger ? And I thought only my professors were that depraved. 
