  so scott and i went through this period where we never NEVER had sex.EVER. then when we started again it was so-so, but usually the tv was on and it was a half-hearted attemtpt at best.so we started researching tantric sex. well actually , i started researchign it and e mailing the articles to him. urlLink http://www.tantra.com . i didnt really see much of a difference at first. e tried and i tried but mentally it just wasnt happening.
i was having to go to the bathroom and finish myself off after it was all over because i faked it quite a few times.i think really and truly i was treying to hard and being too serious about it. i mean its not like scott was the first man i ever slept with. There were a few. ok more than a few but not so much that i should be so bored with it already right? anyhow.......about 2 weeks ago we finally had a breakthrough. nobody tried to do anything in particular and it was intense!!!!!
i mean HOT HOT HOT ! it had never been that way with him. our sex life has always been ok. but nothing i would deem earth moving. but im totally in love with him so the sex wasnt an issue with me.untill we stoped. then i turned into a supernympho.lol!!!!! i couldnt get enough.well the other night we had an expierience i am not soon to forget.
we didnt have sex, he just went down on me. this isnt unusual for him, he likes to give, and i like to recieve, and it is usually pretty good but this time was incredible, that dosent even do it justice!!!! !i cant even describe what he was doing, and i mean it must have went on for an hour or better but i mean my legs were shaking and quivering and i was speaking jibberish and at one point i coudlnt breathe and forgot where the hell i was!!! !then, at the BIG FINISH i think i passed out. i know you think im full of shit but its true!!! !i dont know if it was the books on tantra, the fact that i ( and he) finally just let go or what but whatever it was it worked. 
