  I got Jon's Valentine's Day card today. It was a week late but it came. I read his card and started to cry.
The card was really sweet and it really made me miss Jon. It was when I read his card that I realized I had fallen in love with Jon all over again. I don't know when I fell in love with him again but I realized it today. It was that moment when I read his card that I realized how badly I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.
I'm so glad I got that card. I'm not sure I would have come to that realization without it. Maybe I would have but it would have taken me longer and maybe would have tormented me longer with this sense of unknowing and unsureness that had overcome me recently. Whatever it was the card has made me realize how much I love Jon and why I love him and how badly I want to be with him forever. 
