  I take the GRE tomorrow. I'm nervous. I'm so worried that I am going to do poorly. There is part of me that wants to go on to grad school but then there is this other part of me that doesn't want to. The part that says just take the job at Pfizer and stay in Ann Arbor. This is the same part of me that wants to be on Survivor and be a photographer on the side. I know that I will go and take the GRE and hopefully do well enough to get into graduate school.
Then, I'll just go on and get my PhD and everything will be just how it is supposed to be. There is a part of me that wonders if that will make me happy. I'm sure if I get the job that I want, doing the things that I want I'll be fine. I'm sure everyone goes through this so I guess I just need to make sure I pray about it. 
