  Today involved me and Amanda driving up to Tech. That is a long drive. It takes nine hours to get there. We left at noon and didn't get here until 9 pm. I hadn't told Jon about my knee situation so he found out when I get there.
He saw me and said, "Why do you have crutches? " He did act like he cared which I personally took as a good sign. So, that was a start. But we had a lot to talk about. So we stayed up late talking. I told him how I had been feeling about my inability to tell him things.
I told him that it went all the way back to September 11 and the national tragedy. I said this was a problem since we are getting married and I shouldn't feel uncomfortable telling my husband personal and serious things. He agreed and said he would really try to be better about it. But on that same thought, I'm going to have to work on opening myself up to him again. I guess it will take some time but I am hoping soon I'll get past it. 
