  6/28 KILLER KARMA. Was in a lot of pain at work today, at 5:20 I went to go tell Wes that I was going to go home due to the pain.
He said that we needed to talk about my safety violation (from May 26th). He then told me that I was suspended for the next 2 days with no pay and that "I should be real careful as my job is in Jeopardy. " What the hell is that suspose to mean? He also made remarks saying that the suspension was a result of my not remembering my "violation". He then said that because of my accident it must be due to "post traumatic stress disorder". When the fuck did he become a doctor. 6/29 should be a fun day! Called and left message for Blatner’s service as needing someone to talk to. Called Karen Ryder and discussed my accident. She did say, that while investigating the incident that one of the witnesses said that 'they' offered to move the truck but i said, "no need, i'll get it" and used the truck to push it. Because of that statement, they wanted the punsihment to fit the action. She was as confused as i was as to what Wes said yestaurday, "You need to be real careful around here, your job is in jeopardy! " She said that she is part of the safety steering committe and she knew there was nothing like this in my safety record, so she has no clue why he said that.
6/30 did nothing, just can’t think. Did go see Spider-Man 2...cool movie! 7/01 therapy and 4 hours at work. 7/02 therapy. Did 2.5 hours at work. Wes again giving me shit because for some reason he doesn’t know what my restrictions are; granted they have been the same since 6/16. 7/03 – 05 long weekend off, didn’t do much. Did spend time priming my front axle as it looked like shit.
those bastards, when they replaced my axle, they did it with one that was covered in rust. the axles seems to work fine, just looked horrible. Back was really hurting though, had to keep it short. Good for the day. Gary called; he has the race tickets and said we get a bus ride to the race also, with free snacks and beer. Free tickets to the Nextel race in Joliet...too fucking cool! 7/06 Dr. Lima’s (a shrink with Dreyer) office called, best they can do is 2 weeks. After therapy I need to call Dr. Paras’s office and ask for a referral. I’m just too tired of dealing. 7/08 Dr. Paras gave me a referral to a psyhologist, not a psycaitrist. Also has me on same rstrictions for next 2 weeks plus a new muscle relaxer to take at night. 
