  There's something 'bout the way You looked at me Made me think for a moment that Maybe we were meant to be Living our lives separately And It's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately Oh,  I cannot ignore it,  I keep giving in,  But I should know better 'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me And it's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately You looked my way,  you said " you frustrate me"
 Like you're thinking of lines and times when you and I were you and me You took our chance out on the street Well you missed my chance and chances are It won't be coming back to me Oh,  I cannot ignore it,  I keep giving in,  But I should know better 'Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me And it's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately So desperately.  I keep giving in,  But I should know better I keep giving in,
 But I should know better So desperately I want you so desperately =  Michelle Branch -  Desperately God,  why is it so hard to say " No"  sometimes in your life,
 you meet that one person that you know you can't be with.  But you can't seem to say no.  And after everything is over.  you still think about him sometimes.  you know if you keep on with it,  you'll just hurt yourself.
 Oh,  the lack of willpower just irks me sometimes.  i know that there are somethings that are just bad for me.  but i can't help wanting to keep on thinking about it.  about the past.  hmm.
 i wonder what bear is doing.  probably asleep.  what a slugabed.  hehehe.  last post for this week it's the weekend. tonight will be the last AF2 concert.
 i certainly hope zahid wins.  because i think he's talented and is a good performer.  plus i like him and the way he is.  the girl who gets him is one lucky girl.  i never fully understood what my teachers must've went through until i started to tutor some girls.  my cousin &
 her friends ( in Form 4)  and a family friend's daughter ( Year 5)  it isn't so bad with the older girls,  they're 16 and quite serious about their studies.
 well,  almost all.  i wish my cousin is more serious about her studies,  like her friends.  but i digress ( yes,
 i do that a lot)  i get some pocket money from all this tutoring ( about 6 hours a week)  but it's not consistent.  i like teaching.  the little warm glow i get when i see understanding in someone's eyes is sometimes payment enough.
 people think English is such an easy subject to teach.  but how can you instill an appreciation for poetry and arts?  or how to do show them the difference between knowing why a certain adjective is used and just going by " sound"  i never appreciated my teachers enough.  how horrible of me.
 i wrote to my big sister Kathy yesterday.  she's a very talented woman who's bringing up 3 teenagers ( what a saint!  teehehe!  and a husband.  oh dear,
 did i just say that?  hehehe,  sorry Al.  what i meant was,  Kath & amp;
 Al are bringing up 3 teenagers -  Mike,  Amy & amp;  Amanda.  we haven't talked for some time,
 me and Kath,  so i'm just catching up with her.  she tells me that some days she doesn't even turn the PC on.  she must be really busy.  hmm. i don't know if i could survive without the internet for more than a week.
 oh,  well,  got some work to do.  and i'm off for the weekend after this.  have a good one,  everyone!
