  so, its sunday and i have nothing to do. well, besides laundry. sometimes i really like to make dirty things clean (i didn't mean that to sound so, well, dirty) and then other times i wish i could just buy new clothes every time mine got dirty. its such a chore. besides that i'm just listening to urlLink newbethel and waiting for andrew to sign in. if you happen to follow that link you will notice that they have broken up but follow the music link to kittridge records where you can hear a new bethel song, while you're there listen to the like young as well cuz they're fun.
i'm contemplating making cookies. i know that eventually today i will, probably later tonight when it cools down. i really love baking. when i have some kids (other than that damn brat little sully) i will be the mom that always has cookies and milk when they get home from school. wouldn't you like to be my kid? i just walked out to my living room to get some old tapes and i just realized how great it is to have my own apartment and support myself. i might struggle from time to time but it beats being told how to live, you know. i've been on my own for four years now (well, it will be four in sept), my parents thought i wouldn't last a week.
its great to prove them wrong day after day. don't get me wrong, i love them but those were some hard times in their dungeon, i mean house. i love having beer in my fridge, being able to stay up all night, eating cookies for breakfast, being able to dye my hair (they wouldn't let me, always threatened to shave it off.....guess they got their wish huh) and being able to call in sick for work and play video games all day.
its fabulous being an adult. i'm so sad new bethel broke up! molly and aaron formed anavan which i hear is pretty awesome but n b was my favorite. andrew, where are you? ! 
