  83, 84, 85, 86, 90 ...kg.. argg!~~ my gosh.. i am growing fatter!~~ y? y god made me so fat? sob sob.. i need to loose weight.. lolz.. btw.. one of my friend name RYAN.. bet with me said if i loose weight.. he treat me lunch.. ooOOoo.. how i wish i can loosee weight.. how to lose weight? i dont go gym, nor lazy to diet? how? how? how? no determination... lazy boy.. how? god plss show me a sign... 
