  well i wudnt say this is the first blog i have written, but the last one i did became so personal. Well maybe thats cause that was my life at the time "personal"but i felt it was the easiest way to tell people that i cared about exactly how i felt.
This blog will prob get just as personal but o well....... secondly at the moment i feel like everythin that i do just seems to be wrong like in the last 6 munths i have had such a shit time with friends and stuff, so when i am with certain friends like my out side skool ones there are still ppl who arent happy with me they think that i have all my friends around my little finger and i really dont. They are ppl i luv and appreciate but thats appariantly not what it seems to some ppl. why do things have to be so confusing 4 me.
Im 14 i shud be invisible to everything and sometimes u no i am!! if i turn mi phone off for an hr no one can reach me and i feel like i cant get upset or worried...i luv it!! ! 
