  GRRR.  the shit i do for people.  Anyhow,  today's fencing competition was a disaster.  We got a bronze.  Yes,
 but a fatal error on my part gave us a bronze instead of a gold or silver.  out of the four members that joined,  one was a reserve for every match.  Chow,  Kit and I agreed that Ryan was to sit out for all the bouts we had,  because he was the weakest of us all.
 So Ryan sat out the first and second bouts for the team event.  Taking pity on him,  I let him fence the next one.  THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE!  It was the first round of the Semi finals and Ryan screwed up.  he was off form and he lost all the lead chow and kit got.
 we ended up losing the Duxton Plane by 1 miserable point.  Chow and Kit were already yelling at me to get Ryan off the Piste and get back into my position but I thought that Ryan deserved a chance to fence.  We lost the match but went on to win the bronze in a deciding match where we made sure Ryan sat out.  Ryan felt bad after but i told him not to worry.  but sometimes when u tell others not to feel bad about losing a match,  u still feel angry inside.
 thats how i felt but i put on a mask and pretended to be ok with not winning a silver at least.
